Want.

so much has changed around me.
in this moment i couldn't tell you just how much it hurts.
i'm still living in the past, and the truth hasn't set me free.
it's caved me in.
what is it going to take to get this burden off of me?
this feeling that's dug itself so far into me.
feelings i can't control, and have never felt.
i want to be myself again.
with or without you.
i haven't dared to breathe on the chance it'll hurt me more.
something deep down tells me it'll never get better.
i want to free my soul from all displeasure and ache.
it's what i'm striving for.
help me reach my want.


© K