once more.

I woke up at 5AM, to get all nice and sparkly was for him.
I knew I was seeing him in just hours.
He was so close I was almost twitching.

There he saw walking towards me.
I could feel the adrenaline rush through.
The earger urge to just run and jump on him surely crossed my mind.
I couldn't help but kiss him right then and there.
We walked to a little corner hidden by walls.
Talking...listening to his voice as it rang in my head.
Putting our phones on the floor next to my feet, and I looked at him.
I leaned in for it and kissed him, again and again.
I couldn't stop this time, I didn't want to. I didn't want it to end.
Seconds away from grabbing his face, straddling him and staying in that way forever.
But of course Jerry drove by and gave me a look.

He walked away like I hoped he wouldn't...I looked back and there he went.


I never knew I could care about a person so much, till I saw you with her.
The pain that struck me right then was indescribable, I was stuck being still.
I couldn't move, and then I thought I lost you...I'm losing you regardless of what I'd like.


I love you though. Always.